Fairytale or not

How do you write?
Are you in so much love with him?
That’s what everyone asks me.
How can I make them believe?
That love is all around, you just have to recognize
And be prepared to break the fall.

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It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

Honey, will you wait for me when I am acting silly
Will you pull me up when I am drowning
(background) I know you will but it still drives me crazy
I know it’s a fairy tale I am dreaming of
A tale that I can’t figure where I do fit in
(chorus) Where do I fit in?

It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

I pestered you again and again, I wished simply to be with you
But plans you had of your own and none included me in the known
For it was just another weekend for you, you were happy on your lone
I was left alone on the sidelines, movies passing by
(chorus) Left alone on the sidelines

It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

Wise that you are, lies that you say
Or you just conveniently mention or forget away
It’s all a fly for you, or a makeover I know not
(background) Or so I believe every time it hits
Tell me frankly, I will try my best to handle the truth
That you never want me to be with you

It again hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side, night after night