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Post: EtherealJinxed | Poem: Free | Image Courtesy: Brototy Mishra

Everything will feel right
Every other thing will become good
There will be a twist in tale
And you will be happy soon

You were just too tough on yourself
You didn’t let someone close
What was your mistake
That you loved her like a fool

Don’t worry, the clouds will shine
The rains will finally be over
The rainbow in the midst will be
The harbinger of things to come!

Someone will come
Someone will hold your hand
Someone will wipe that sarcasm off your lips
And that someone will become your sunshine indeed

There will be a picture of you two
Walking the altar
And hey, you will finally agree with me
Not all females are blood sucking bitches!

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Irritatingly Repetitive

Post: EtherealJinxed | Poem: Irritatingly Repetitive | Image Courtesy: @surrealaberrantHave you been in a loop
Like a mad person in a soup

Refreshing the same thing again
In the hopes of getting a single mail

Failed attempts on holding the one
Who was never yours and that’s the pun

So have you been stuck in a loop
Where dreams are better than reality, you fool

Queuing up the moments to watch it again
With the hope of reliving it in vain

Hundred and a thousand calls,
But those were never yours to dial and shove

Yes, I have been in a loop
Stuck in a time-warp waiting for you like an old boot

Scarlet hues

Post: EtherealJinxed Poem: Scarlet Hues | Image Courtesy: SurrealAberrantYou made me smile like a shine in the night
You made me glow like you know after glow
Those are the few moments I will always keep to my heart
For never gonna another come like a dart

Your smile on seeing me widened
Your eyes grinning scarlet
Your arms clasped tight around my waist
For every meet became a sacred faith

Baby, it was like
I was living a parallel life
Wanting the same for you
To unburden my guilt and to unfreeze you

With fights and shouts
With heartrending and pouts
To faithless life and clowns
To scary dreams and empty towns

Oh yes, I had a life
I only couldn’t hold my frustration right!

A Ship on Sail

Post: EtherealJinxed Poem: A Ship On Sail | Image Courtesy: SurrealAberrantA ship on the sail, I could see
From the tiny boat rocking on the sideways
A whoosh of air, I sensed
Like the feel of fresh air breathe

A bigger ship came from behind
Gobbled up the ship in front with its monster teeth like
And then whoop it vanished
Like there was nothing ever there

Scared that I was, I screamed out loud
My screams waking me up in a foul mood
Moods that swing up and down all day long
But this, I could hold no more.

Every dream has a meaning, it’s said
But what should I infer, when will you tell me?
It’s like my all other dreams
Of me talking in my sleep of wanting something

May be I was not alone there
But I could not see him yet
Probably there was someone with me
But it was getting scarier indeed!

Time to tell

Time to tellThere was a thing going on in her head
That she couldn’t simply frame
Her life that was she could see seeping away
Every moment it felt more insane

Slushing and slogging all was there
Just that she couldn’t fit in her tiny-weeny brain
Her love that was she could see slipping away
Every second it more inflamed

She burnt deep down
She waited for it every night
Imagined in her waking dreams
She saw herself in the mirror
She was becoming like a mist

She lay awake
Still waiting on him, red-eyed
She saw everything like a crystal clear screen
Knew he was the one she needed to be
She couldn’t take the plunge, still

Partying and boozing all was there
That was the meaning of her being
Her sketch that was in front
Every instant it more befuddled

There was a thing going on in her head
That she couldn’t simply frame
Her love was just distancing away
Everything becoming a big charade

In a jiffy, all vanished
He woke from a dream
And was left staring
Into the whites of her eyes

Fairytale or not

How do you write?
Are you in so much love with him?
That’s what everyone asks me.
How can I make them believe?
That love is all around, you just have to recognize
And be prepared to break the fall.


It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

Honey, will you wait for me when I am acting silly
Will you pull me up when I am drowning
(background) I know you will but it still drives me crazy
I know it’s a fairy tale I am dreaming of
A tale that I can’t figure where I do fit in
(chorus) Where do I fit in?

It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

I pestered you again and again, I wished simply to be with you
But plans you had of your own and none included me in the known
For it was just another weekend for you, you were happy on your lone
I was left alone on the sidelines, movies passing by
(chorus) Left alone on the sidelines

It hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side

Wise that you are, lies that you say
Or you just conveniently mention or forget away
It’s all a fly for you, or a makeover I know not
(background) Or so I believe every time it hits
Tell me frankly, I will try my best to handle the truth
That you never want me to be with you

It again hit me hard, the headache part
I cried all night, tossing side by side
(chorus) Tossing side by side, night after night

Crazy night

(background) What are you musing? It’s a crazy night for all to see.

30 down, 60 more to go
All clean as a slate
What do you mean?
Of course you have two
One for yourself
One for the rain
It’s just a check

(background) What will you do?

40 down, 50 more to go
All clean as a slate
I could not afford to lose it again
I could not for it was all that was left
One two and tango
No three, just a check

(background) What will you do, rock music moving you sway?

50 down, 40 more to go
All clean as a slate
I could not afford to bring her up again
But she was there in the background
All like a filmy score
It’s burning, check check check

(background) What will you do guzzling every single sec?

60 down, 30 more to go
All clean as a slate
You were all there was to my happiness
What do you mean?
Let’s do a tango
And that’s all left to check

(background) Why do you wanna do wiping it clean?

70 down, 20 more to go
Ok, nothing is neat
All is just fleeting
The surreal part just leaving
High-time, check.

(background) What are you gonna cry blurring every syllable aside?

80 down, 10 more to go
Ok, nothing is neat
All is just fleeting
The surreal part just leaving
High-time, I am hot.

(background) How do you wanna say? You are just crazy on the night.

90 down
And that’s enough
That’s my limit
For all to see
I am just drowning deep

(background) You are just crazy on this night.

Mmmm…. Mmmmm…

(background) You are just crazy on this night.

Note: Did this take time to write? Oh no. I am just high on the night. Like every other single night.

Life…

LifeRemember those days when
I bloomed under your tutelage
You taught damn well and I learnt a lot
Really, I did darling
The tricks and the tips
Oooo ooooo oooooooo

Remember those days when
I looked at you and you looked at me
We looked great together
The rolls churning the prints
The movie it was, we were the cast
Hey, you are all I imagined the one for me
(muffled) And much much more
(muffled) And miles and miles more
(muffled) And much much more
(muffled) And miles and miles more.

Remember those nights when
The fights with you then
Oh shit, that scared me
Darling, it still scares me
You leaving me in a blue
When it was still turning hue
I never had a clue that it was becoming this true
The cries muffled in the noise of my beats
(muffled) You were all I ever imagined the one for me
(muffled) You are all I will ever imagine the one for me

Remember what,
My memory just kicked me in the gut
I laugh a lot all the time
I laugh at you, I laugh at me
I am going crazy just thinking about you

But remember
I see the glimmer of hope in your eyes
Every time I look at your pic
Now and then, here and there
(muffled) But I know you always deserved a better life.
(muffled) A bigger life than me.
(muffled) Oh no, don’t remember
No no, not remember
(muffled) You now have a different life.
You have a different life.

Us, tangled (Part – 2)

IMG_1789Baby, let’s talk today
I wanna tell you about my happy times
And all include you in the frame
‘coz any frame loses the charm when it not finds you

(Oh, you are just stupid
I know you are ‘tupid to be in love with me and so am I
My life just stops without you
And I do whatsapp on my own to fill the hole that’s you)

I am happy when I see you smile
I am even happy to hear your voice
I am happy when you call me
I am happy simply to see you flash on my mobile screen
I thought I would go crazy missing you

(Oh, you are just stupid
And I can do anything to untangle your life
I will fix it baby, I will fix it for you
I will fix all for you)

I no want the fix if it not has you
I no want anything in my life
I no want anything, you are my life
Say what you may, my heart knows the truth
It only and only loves you
I love you…

(Both) I love you…

Prequel to this is: Us, tangled

Us, tangled

BloodBlood blood blood, oh blood everywhere
Then I turned, saw you and jumped out of a dream.
Baby, do I act this every night?
Or it’s your nearness tipping me crazy
(Honey, will you please relax?
I am gonna be at your side, be your life)

Oh yesterday was my favourite day
(‘t was mine too)
You were there with no one around
(Oh ya, no one around)
Or were there, and we didn’t notice?
(Ya, may be
Baby, you can imagine all you want)

Those little moments, the fights, the love
Those stolen kisses in the midst of the crowd meant everything to me
(Still you didn’t stop me while
I was walking out in the middle of the night.
It was my self respect I sacrificed for the love of you)

I am sorry.
I never expected, it wasn’t my experience before
Darling, you were my dreams born in reality
I was shocked, I was petrified, I was scared
I could see you again going away from me.
(Honey, will you please relax?
I am gonna be at your side, be your life)

Blood blood blood, oh blood everywhere
Then I turned, saw you and jumped out of a dream.
Can I dare of thinking a life with you?
Please tell me, can I dare of thinking a life with you
Oh please tell me, do not keep mum this time at least.

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